Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Back after a long disappearance...
Yeah i am back. But i dunno what to write. Now in school trying to finish whatever i could, and yah, i decided to take a break. Let me see... what can i write... hmmm
Well, one good news for those who have been reading my complaints and grievances about the repeated failures of my driving test. Haha i finally passed this round, 09092005. Nice number on my licence ah? Ha. Well this time there's no fantastic story of how the tester hung on tightly to the handle on top of the door. haha... jus a simple short 20 min ride. I got my licence! Yah.. i am not afraid to tell others that this is my 4th attempt. Well, the process doesn't matter, what matters most is i got it in the end. :) Ain't i right? Haha... i even heard from a friend who said that those who pass after repeated tries are normally the safer drivers on the road.. haha watch out to see if it's true. HEE.
Honestly, i have been questioning God why i keep failing my tests. I have been too tired and in fact lost my confidence after so many times. It's like more and more weak hearted as you try for another time. HA. Well, I realised that in my life, i have always succeed in alot of things i do. I am relatively academically inclined, never really met with major setbacks. In other areas, i also ok ok lah. Ha. But in the area of driving, i must say that's a thorn in my flesh. I am humbled by it. Yeah, and so i realised. So, the question-- why does God let me fail again n again? There is definitely a purpose... but what? All i can think of right now, is perhaps the experience of failures, the feeling and time when you start to give up hope that i went through that is what i get to keep. Now i can better identify with students who start losing hope after repeated tries, perhaps this is how i can emphatize with them... :)
School has started after the sept hols. Again, it is a hectic schedule of rushing this and that. My colleagues counted that we only have 20 days left to teach, after which will be the exams... woh hoo! haha. yeah... that's the mentality of teachers. Dun think we all look forward to teach everyday loh. We need breaks... HA.
flew into your heart at [4:40 PM]
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